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No excuses anymore:
It’s been a month … I don’t know why in the last month, whenever I opened this page, I didn’t manage to get myself to write anything. It’s not that nothing happened this last month, but I just didn’t feel like writing. I decided not to say “sorry” whenever I don’t post for a longer period. It’s stupid. It’s my blog and I’ll update it whenever I feel like updating it. This blog is supposed to be about me, about my experiences and some of my feeling and I won’t post just to have another piece of text in here. Judge me if you like, this is one thing I won’t change here.

In the last month was “the month of things not happening”:
The start of my own business is now uncertain. I hate when I’m depending on others to reach my goals. Now because two of my friends not getting along with eachother, I’m back to square one. I also had to turn down some very good offers. After all that planning and dreaming I’m now rethinking my options and trying to find the determination to get this going. Deadlines have moved to next year. One down.

I failed my driving exam miserably, because I can’t bring myself to read that whole damn book, because whenever I give that test I get confused with the trick questions, I can’t remember little details that differentiate them (someone please buy me some extension for my very bad memory). So, I failed. I scored 20, 19 and lastly 17. Going down.

I have some projects at work but the’re also not happening. Because no one in this damn University knows or is willing to do his/her job. The corruption has reached almost outrageous levels, but no one is doing anything about it. So we extend the deadlines and nothing gets done. I absolutely hate that! Still going down.

I’ll leave in a few days to Venice, Italy for a couple of days. And I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to go anywhere for 6 months. The one month and a half in The Netherlands had more negative impact on me regarding my need for personal comfort that I thought. I stressed like crazy because I’m leaving. Very stupid as this was a gift from my bigger brother for my birthday and I’m supposed to enjoy it.

I’m in a very depressive mood and I can’t wait for the sun to shine again.

Other random stuff that happened last month:

• I changed banks. Goodbye BRD. Hello ING.
• Miruna came back for a short while from Canada. We had some nice days together. She’ll be back only next year.
• Oana, which I haven’t seen in ages was also in Sibiu for a couple of days and we had fun as in the old times.
• It’s been a year since Cristi died. Didn’t write a post about it as it still hurts. He still manages to gather us all around.
• I had a very cool birthday “party”, the first time I ran out of chairs :), Stefan and Irinuta were also there.

That’s it for today.
The Lion.^[1]

1. The song to this post is: Kelly Clarkson – Irvine. Open “Lion’s Radio” and scroll down to listen to it. [»]