I’m not in a very good mood now. I’m always telling myself to take the people around me as they are, not to set expectations, not allow them to let me down.

Last weekend I found out that no matter how hard I try to look at people in this way sometimes it’s just not working. People will let you down, sooner or later. It’s unbelievable how vanity, pride and anger can compromise a person. People you helped develop, you believed in, close friends do sometimes things beyond your comprehension. They can’t even explain their actions to themselves. And in this process they use for target practice people you care about, people guilty only of being close to you. Is it fear, lack of character, pure evil or what? I don’t know. It’s always hard to move on and still be able to interact with these people. I for one cannot hate another. I believe that hate only tears you inside up and noting good can come out of it. Also the person you hate, doesn’t care or doesn’t know about it. Loose-Loose situation.

It still takes some time for the initial feelings to wear off. I’ve been trough this a million times and every time it’s the same as the first time. And every time everything changes. Nothing is the same anymore. You will remember it every time one of these people asks you for a favor or in the strangest moments. I hate the way we remember these things! I’ll move on, as always … the faster you pick yourself up, the faster you get back on track. I want to be there for my friends, the ones I hurt unwillingly. Bellow are beautiful songs that help me a lot in these moments. I’m always listening to the lyrics. They’re everything to me. If you want to listen to them, open “Lion’s Radio” at the top of the page and scroll down.

• Lee Ryan – Jump^[1]
• Hanson – Believe^[1]

Cheers,
The Lion.^[1]

1. The songs to this post are: Lee Ryan – Jump and Hanson – Believe. Open “Lion’s Radio” and scroll down to listen to it. [»] [»] [»]